Robinson’s flight from Toulouse
Journey to the End of the NightRobinson’s flight from Toulouse is a remembered escape from the life he has acquired there: a comfortable situation, the prospect of marriage to Madelon, and a place alongside her mother’s crypt business. He wants to leave them and travel alone, but his attempts to end the relationship only intensify Madelon’s devotion. The episode closes not with an agreement or reconciliation but with Robinson quietly leaving while the two women are away, and with Ferdinand Bardamu listening at a distance that marks his own growing indifference.
Background and the desire to leave
Robinson’s departure begins as a wish to abandon Toulouse and the domestic future others have arranged around him. By the time Abbé Protiste visits Ferdinand, Robinson has regained his eyesight and appears to enjoy material comfort, with a happy marriage seemingly ahead. Protiste reports that he has nevertheless disappointed the hopes invested in him and is again yielding to an impulse to escape. His fiancée and her mother, initially angry, have become grief-stricken; Protiste approaches Ferdinand hoping to draw out an opinion about Robinson’s tendency to run away.
Ferdinand recognizes the family matter as dangerous ground. He decides to say nothing and avoid involvement, then returns to the rest home after an unsuccessful, coolly ended conversation with Protiste at a streetcar stop. The framing matters: Robinson’s flight reaches the reader first as secondhand news, filtered through a priest who is seeking Ferdinand’s response. Only later does Robinson give Ferdinand his own account, converting an apparent pattern of escapades into a detailed story of pursuit, resistance, and departure.
A relationship that tightens under pressure
In Robinson’s telling, Madelon’s mother repeatedly denounces his character precisely when he needs kindness. He says the mother’s hostility makes it impossible for the arrangement to continue, and that he therefore proposes leaving her and Madelon in charge of the crypt while he travels alone for a time. Madelon rejects the separation. She invokes their engagement and insists that she must go with him, adding that he is not well enough to travel alone. Robinson answers that he is well and intends to go by himself, but the disagreement does not settle the matter.
The conflict continues for weeks. After an argument, Robinson goes out for a walk because they have said too much and cannot safely remain in the same room. Even so, he and the women keep wrangling and watching one another, especially at night. They cannot bring themselves to break up, but the relationship has lost its emotional conviction; as Robinson describes it, fear, rather than love, is what keeps them together. Madelon’s suspicion that he loves someone else gives their stalemate a personal accusation, while Robinson presents the underlying issue as his wish to escape their shared life.
Madelon changes her strategy when shame and reproach fail to hold him. She insists that she wants him, not the crypt or its business, and pleads that people who have loved each other should not separate. She offers to put her mother in charge of the crypt if she and Robinson can go together to Paris to look for work. Her proposal accepts a major change in their circumstances, but not the one Robinson seeks: she will tolerate almost anything except going their separate ways. Her determined pursuit becomes, in his account, the very pressure that makes him increasingly sick of the whole arrangement.
Feigned madness and the failed escape plan
Unable to persuade Madelon through ordinary argument, Robinson tries to make himself impossible to remain with. He tells her that he sometimes loses his mind and has fits without warning. The claim is calculated: he hopes that his war experiences, his actions involving Grandma Henrouille, and his strange behavior will make the story plausible enough to frighten her away. For more than a week, Madelon leaves him alone, and Robinson believes she and her mother may no longer be so eager to keep him. He imagines he can slip off quietly toward Paris without a scene.
Robinson then overplays the deception. To prove that his fits are genuine, he asks Madelon to feel the bump on the back of his head and the scar on top of it. He says that the wound came from Flanders, where he had been trepanned. Instead of recoiling, Madelon responds with intensified affection. Touching the scar makes her recognize, or believe she recognizes, the reality of his suffering; she asks his forgiveness for having doubted him. The bodily mark intended as evidence of instability becomes a new bond between them.
After this encounter, Madelon’s mother is no longer allowed to bawl Robinson out. Madelon intervenes on his behalf and protects him, behaving with an intensity that Robinson finds unmistakable. His stratagem has therefore reversed its intended effect: what was meant to break her attachment gives her another reason to defend and keep him. The episode’s dark comedy lies in the mismatch between Robinson’s calculated performance and Madelon’s response. Even the sign he offers as proof that he should be left alone becomes, for her, proof of a claim on his care.
The quiet departure and its frame
Robinson says he would have preferred to part as friends, but that the effort had become futile. One morning, while Madelon and her mother are out shopping, he packs a small bundle and leaves quietly. He insists to Ferdinand that he has tried everything and asks him not to dismiss his fear that Madelon may come looking for him. His proposed protection is to be locked up with the mentally ill, where he could pretend not to understand her; he believes that pretending ignorance is the only way to deal with her. The escape is thus both a physical departure and a plan to evade the relationship through concealment.
Ferdinand does not meet Robinson’s account with the urgency it might once have stirred in him. He reflects that, only a few months earlier, he would have been interested, but that he seems suddenly to have aged. He recognizes in himself a growing resemblance to Baryton and cannot make himself treat Robinson’s situation as a real danger. The story ends by shifting emphasis from Robinson’s fear to Ferdinand’s emotional distance: the listener’s diminished investment is itself a change in the frame through which the escape is received.
Narrative significance
The episode binds flight to repetition. Robinson once more attempts to leave a situation that has become intolerable, but the means he chooses—first persuasion, then a fabricated account of madness, then the display of his scar—keep him entangled until he can simply disappear. His escape succeeds in the immediate sense: he gets away while his companions are absent. Yet he leaves with the expectation that Madelon may pursue him, and imagines that even confinement might be preferable to facing her directly. Departure offers distance, not resolution.
The relationship’s central contrast is between Madelon’s insistence on togetherness and Robinson’s insistence on being alone. Neither a promise of shared work in Paris nor her renewed tenderness after seeing his wound can reconcile those aims. Ferdinand’s framing adds a further reversal: a story that might once have commanded his concern now has a musty, unreal quality to him. The episode therefore records not only Robinson’s flight from Toulouse but also the listener’s withdrawal from other people’s crises, as the act of telling fails to restore the urgency that the story once might have carried.
